{"id":64,"date":"2014-03-11T01:32:00","date_gmt":"2014-03-11T01:32:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/oldkaren.com\/?p=64"},"modified":"2014-03-11T01:32:00","modified_gmt":"2014-03-11T01:32:00","slug":"anxiety","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/oldkaren.com\/?p=64","title":{"rendered":"Anxiety"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Thirty cents.<\/p>\n<p>That&#8217;s all it took to ruin my day.<\/p>\n<p>Reconciling the bank statements at my office is not simple, especially for the main account with its numerous transactions.\u00a0 And it&#8217;s time-consuming, so I am delighted when I can quickly check off everything via QuickBooks and get that desired balance of zero.<\/p>\n<p>But today, there was a difference of thirty cents.<\/p>\n<p>Thirty. Measly. Cents.<\/p>\n<p>Poop.<\/p>\n<p>I went back through every deposit, studying the numbers to the right of the decimals.\u00a0 Then I went through every check and debit listed.\u00a0 Every single one.<\/p>\n<p>No discrepancy anywhere.<\/p>\n<p>That&#8217;s when I noticed in the reconciliation screen that the beginning balance was thirty cents different from the amount shown on the bank statement.<\/p>\n<p>How could that be?<\/p>\n<p>I pulled out last month&#8217;s reconciliation.\u00a0 It was correct, with an ending balance matching the beginning balance on the new bank statement.<\/p>\n<p>Somehow, since that last reconciliation, an entry in QuickBooks had been changed by thirty cents.<\/p>\n<p>I began poring through last month&#8217;s entries and finally found it.<\/p>\n<p>It was a deposit that, for some reason, had been adjusted.<\/p>\n<p>By thirty cents.<\/p>\n<p>Don&#8217;t know why, don&#8217;t remember doing it.<\/p>\n<p>I changed it back.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m not sure how much time this took.\u00a0 Between answering phones, helping people that come into my office, and my other accounting duties, it&#8217;s hard to pinpoint the amount of time any one activity takes.\u00a0 I just know it took far too much time, at least twice the time it normally takes for me to do a reconciliation.<\/p>\n<p>Totally unacceptable.<\/p>\n<p>I want to do things one time, and I want to do them right.\u00a0 Then be done with them.<\/p>\n<p>I really like checking things off my To-Do list.\u00a0 The faster, the better.<\/p>\n<p>It gives me a feeling of closure, a feeling of competence.<\/p>\n<p>When I can&#8217;t check off something, it feels like loose ends flapping in the breeze, movement in the periphery of my mind that refuses to let me rest.<\/p>\n<p>That&#8217;s how the thirty cents made me feel.<\/p>\n<p>Thirty cents.<\/p>\n<p><i>Anxiety <\/i>defined.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Thirty cents. That&#8217;s all it took to ruin my day. Reconciling the bank statements at my office is not simple, especially for the main account with its numerous transactions.\u00a0 And it&#8217;s time-consuming, so I am delighted when I can quickly check off everything via QuickBooks and get that desired balance of zero. But today, there [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-64","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/oldkaren.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/64","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/oldkaren.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/oldkaren.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/oldkaren.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/oldkaren.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=64"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/oldkaren.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/64\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":65,"href":"https:\/\/oldkaren.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/64\/revisions\/65"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/oldkaren.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=64"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/oldkaren.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=64"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/oldkaren.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=64"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}